i start to feel afraid.
9 days away.
I feel scared more than feeling excited.
and what i'm most afraid of is, feeling lonely.
what if i can't socialise well with people?
what if i don't make any close friends or am not part of any clique?
what if i'm forever alone?
if there are any problems i will encounter in Japan, i think i can deal with it better if i have someone with me.
If i am alone, i'm dead. *die on the spot*
worrying worrying big worry.