Read the Have A Little Faith book since i was early.
It's a good book! maybe i'll quote it some day (:
やっぱり、歯医者が嫌い!
I still hate the dental! my teeth are weak, so are my bones :<
had dinner at Qi's place and watch some random Hongkong drama again.
18 December, Saturday, Valerie's 21st Party at Kbox.
I was trying to reach there as soon as i can after my Japanese class.
It was the last lesson with Oya Sensei, we had a final Exam, and i got my pre-advance level certificate.
Anyway, i reached Lakeside by 2pm and decided to wait for Wendy coz it was raining so heavily, i didn't want to walk to SAFRA and so i waited for like an hour before she came and fetch me. duno why she have to take so long to put on her make up or whatever she was doing.
Finally we were at the VIP room, taking a few bites, singing a few songs, taking some photos and then the birthday cake, some heavenly chocolate <3 haha.
(to-be-updated w/ photos)
and then before the party ends, i trained down to the hospital to see mom.
19 December 2011, A day to remember.
It's one ending and another new beginning.
It's saddening she can't see us grow up, get married and have kids, and that we have continue our life journey without her.
but I know we can do this together, 'coz we're stronger than we think.
though I'm having sleeping/Eating disorder now and i keep feeling hungry.
I hope i don't grow any fatter snacking on junk foods, chocolates and sweets.
Thank you everyone who came down to mummy’s funeral, who cried for her, who cried for me, who sent warm messages, who bought me rilakkuma, Royce chocolates, sweets, and Starbucks, who gave me hugs, who gave me love, who stayed overnight with me, who were just here with me. I love you all <3
And mom, Thank you for giving birth to me, for being my mother, for loving me, for teaching me, for knowing and understanding me, for supporting me, for giving me beautiful memories, and a happy family, for everything, EVERYTHING, I love you ♥
22 December, Mom's ashes into the sea.
at Changi.
i should have taken more.
come back home tired, just sleep only.
The house was in a mess, is still in a mess now coz i don't know how to clear my mom's stuff, there's a hell lot :[
23 December, Christmas Party with MMA peeps.
Grocery Shopping with Chenghao in the evening then to his house preparing dinner.
Almost everyone was there. Valerie, Peilin, Wendy, Natalie, Jo, Shawn, Calvin, Zhihao, Jinghui, Kit, Zieg, Joseph, and Carine (:
MMA family dinner with not-so-good Turkey, awesome Sausages, Honey-coated bread toast, and we tried the sausage with spaghetti in it with some hard work haha but it's all for the fun, joy and laughter :D
then all squeezed together into Chenghao's cozy air-con room, X'mas present exchange and laughin' at who got what from who lol.
after a while we were playing xbox and people were dancing very funny.
Thank you CH for driving me home again (;
24 December, Christmas Eve
Afternoon was shit, Lunch out with dad and sis, it rained the whole day and dad's car died; battery flat coz he forgot to switch off the car lamp for the first time in his life; distraction.
Uncle came to help but they took quite a long time coz the cable wasn't working well.
Rain makes it worst. and Mogan's poor toe, she injured her big toe by accident yesterday. Distraction too?
Seems like the series of unfortunate event never come to an end.
But it's not all bad~ Had dinner with Family at Jurong Point followed by an Awesome action movie MISSION IMPOSSIBLE-ghost protocol (:
(It was actually my parent's Anniversary that day. My family rarely watch movies together you see.. so yeah.)
Since there's no gift exchange, I gave out my Lindor chocolate balls & Dino rubber wrist band lika Santa Claus with my red hoodie hohoho.
Stayed overnight with the boys.
and at some time, i was watching 2NE1 TV Season1 on TV in the middle of the night! hehe:D
25 December, Merry Christmas
Last year, out of all people, Dad bought home a small Christmas tree! It was such a surprise!
Celebrated Christmas together with the whole family for the first time, who knew it was the last..
Family was waiting for me to be home for opening of Christmas presents! though most of them are from sister's colleague lol.
Dinner was rice with Durians :d and I shared with my family the Royce chocolate given by MMA peeps. Heaven <3
Can only say, i can never resist the temptation on Heavenly chocolate! :p
I love it okay! ThankyouVerymuch!
26 December, Public Holiday
A short date with Steph Ho, the girlfriend i meet for only about twice a year.
she treat me to 「记得吃」and the Cocoa pudding is seriously so awesomeeee!
have never eat such pudding before. GO TRY IT!
so sweet of you <3
and check out her perms! i think your new hair suit you well, i like ;)
almost full house! (as in the clique :p)
Movie was Grrrreat :D
29 December, Happy Birthday Valerie Low! ♥
That night, I miss mummy so much i cried hard before i could sleep..
I really wish you could be here mummy, ♥
and I tear each time i listen to Hurt by Christina Aguilera
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you