You are fine the way you are. I'll admit that I'm sad you don't trust me, but that doesn't mean you should force yourself to change. I think everyone will still accept you.
-[Kokoro connect]
-[Kokoro connect]
Family outing at Kyoto, we went to the 金閣寺(Golden temple?) haha it's really cool!
i heard there's a silver one i wanna go seeee!
Oh by the way, we came all the way to kyoto for this Japanese weaving program.
it's really interesting and fun (:
before that, a kimono walk show. so preeeeetty!
i heard there's a silver one i wanna go seeee!
Oh by the way, we came all the way to kyoto for this Japanese weaving program.
it's really interesting and fun (:
before that, a kimono walk show. so preeeeetty!
i know some of u don't get the difference between kimono and yukata. basically, they are made up of different materials, kimono is thicker and Japanese people wear them for special formal events. and yukata is like originally a bathrobe/pajama and now for festival. yeap.
why do i have this feeling i dreamt that i blog about this. deja vu.
okays anyway, photos:
why do i have this feeling i dreamt that i blog about this. deja vu.
okays anyway, photos:
my host family dad and little bro and..
THIS IS MINE! :D
THIS IS MINE! :D
niceeee?
Dinner the the next day was at the apartment en en-san lives in now.
with many other Chinese people.
ikr, i don't like cheena generally and i am bias towards them but i can't deny that i felt home.
so comfortable speaking in my mother tongue, the way i spoke became kinda rude, not rude rude but like, there was no reservation and i talked to them like how i talk to my friends in Singapore.
it was so different from when i speak Japanese or English to the friends here.
Yoshi once said that when u change your language, your character changes. and i understand why.
because i realised the way i am now is different from who i was in my country.
the way each language express a person's thoughts or feeling is different dakara sa xD
maybe not character but the way u speak and behave (which reflects the kind of person u are) which relates to your character.. right? haha.
sooooo, yeah the chinese people cooked, one of them is really professional eh.
the guy who fry this potato that looks the most simple out of all the dishes but i like it best :D
it's good.
Dinner the the next day was at the apartment en en-san lives in now.
with many other Chinese people.
ikr, i don't like cheena generally and i am bias towards them but i can't deny that i felt home.
so comfortable speaking in my mother tongue, the way i spoke became kinda rude, not rude rude but like, there was no reservation and i talked to them like how i talk to my friends in Singapore.
it was so different from when i speak Japanese or English to the friends here.
Yoshi once said that when u change your language, your character changes. and i understand why.
because i realised the way i am now is different from who i was in my country.
the way each language express a person's thoughts or feeling is different dakara sa xD
maybe not character but the way u speak and behave (which reflects the kind of person u are) which relates to your character.. right? haha.
sooooo, yeah the chinese people cooked, one of them is really professional eh.
the guy who fry this potato that looks the most simple out of all the dishes but i like it best :D
it's good.
behind me, looking so typical Japanese apartment! the ones in drama. haha
since i came here, (which took us 15mins or more by bicycle) it was reeeeally far omg how did they travel to school everyday by bicycle!! damn tiring. imagine SUMMER. can die.
coming back, i finally get to visit her room, it was smaller than my room, okay? SMALLER. can't believe how small it is and there's NO WARDROBE!? WTH. how cannnnn tsk tsk tsk.
i cannot live there. but i like the wooden flooring and carpeted walls. it feels more cosy~~~
maybe will go just ONE more time before we graduate. haha.
the next day was a public holiday so, a group of us went to USJ!
again after so long even though we have the one year pass. too busyyyy!
since i came here, (which took us 15mins or more by bicycle) it was reeeeally far omg how did they travel to school everyday by bicycle!! damn tiring. imagine SUMMER. can die.
coming back, i finally get to visit her room, it was smaller than my room, okay? SMALLER. can't believe how small it is and there's NO WARDROBE!? WTH. how cannnnn tsk tsk tsk.
i cannot live there. but i like the wooden flooring and carpeted walls. it feels more cosy~~~
maybe will go just ONE more time before we graduate. haha.
the next day was a public holiday so, a group of us went to USJ!
again after so long even though we have the one year pass. too busyyyy!
one reason we went is for the halloween USJ, where it will become haunted at night.
and there will be zombies walking around scaring people.
well, it was quite good. thought i will be scared to death but it was OKAY for me haha.
but of course i grab hold of someone whenever i felt danger haha.
and probably because it was REALLY crowded on a ph so there was so many people, there's nothing to be afraid of.
we didn't enter any haunted house because we didn't know we have to get tickets beforehand but we walked through a haunted theme place that is open air so it wasn't that scary.
it made me want to go for a scary one, for the first time, i find this kind of stuff fun.
i never wanted to try any of these, maybe it would be more scary in Singapore? haha idk.
anyway i had fun, except the part we have to wait at least 1 hour and up to 2 hours for a ride -_-
and when it was coming to the end of the day my mood was kinda affected.
but going through the walk helped change my mood. completely. lol
oh! this time, when we rode on the roller coaster, i put my hands up for the first time! HAHAHA.
ikr, shut up lol. IT WAS SO FUNNN i should hav tried it earlier lol.
actually i wouldn't have done it this time if dani didn't hold my hand coz i wanted to back out last minute but i couldn't lol. WHOOOOO i wanna go on a roller coaster ride nowwww
and there will be zombies walking around scaring people.
well, it was quite good. thought i will be scared to death but it was OKAY for me haha.
but of course i grab hold of someone whenever i felt danger haha.
and probably because it was REALLY crowded on a ph so there was so many people, there's nothing to be afraid of.
we didn't enter any haunted house because we didn't know we have to get tickets beforehand but we walked through a haunted theme place that is open air so it wasn't that scary.
it made me want to go for a scary one, for the first time, i find this kind of stuff fun.
i never wanted to try any of these, maybe it would be more scary in Singapore? haha idk.
anyway i had fun, except the part we have to wait at least 1 hour and up to 2 hours for a ride -_-
and when it was coming to the end of the day my mood was kinda affected.
but going through the walk helped change my mood. completely. lol
oh! this time, when we rode on the roller coaster, i put my hands up for the first time! HAHAHA.
ikr, shut up lol. IT WAS SO FUNNN i should hav tried it earlier lol.
actually i wouldn't have done it this time if dani didn't hold my hand coz i wanted to back out last minute but i couldn't lol. WHOOOOO i wanna go on a roller coaster ride nowwww
me and yoshi, hehe.
is this snoopy hat cute? coz i bought it for 2,600 yen! xD
i really like it! will wear for winter (:
School open ceremony the next day for newcomers! yay we became senpais! xD
but honestly, not interested in knowing them coz majority are... chinese of course.
BORING! HAHA no offense. bye!
is this snoopy hat cute? coz i bought it for 2,600 yen! xD
i really like it! will wear for winter (:
School open ceremony the next day for newcomers! yay we became senpais! xD
but honestly, not interested in knowing them coz majority are... chinese of course.
BORING! HAHA no offense. bye!