But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. you know what pain is. you know what love is. you know what grief is. and only then can you say, ’all right. i have experienced that emotion. i recognize that emotion. now i need to detach from that emotion for a moment."
— Tuesday with Morrie, Mitch Albom
to be honest... i wish we hadn't hang out last night
what is wrong with everyone? what is wrong with me?
the whole atmosphere was just.. weird.
i know it's hard to make everyone free on one day, i know Ning has shift work and i know the army boys always had to go overseas. i know you all have shits and everyone is busy, so do i okay? but what i know even more clearly is we won't have much time together, at least, with me.
maybe it doesn't make a difference to you but it's totally opposite for me.
but do you even care?
it's okay. Emo nights don’t last, I cry and I get over it.
having strong self-healing power save the world.
as long as i know i have friends who care.
P/s: i didn't cry just because of one person. it's just kept emotions coming up all at once. don't worry, i'm totally fine now, thanks to the emo boy hahaha. but i realised it myself..
you are not unwanted, you are just emo.
To friends, especially close friends, you should know this.. i care for you more than what you thought and you're more important to me than what you thought. Do not underestimate how much i appreciate & treasure my friends just because i don't usually show it. i'm sorry if i hide it too well, i swear it wasn't on purpose.
love y'all, xoxo
so cute righttt! the word on it is NOM!