I have been selected by MEXT for the Specialized Training College Students for 2012 Scholarship!!
In another words, I've gotten the scholarship to study in JAPAN!! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ
i was actually already been informed on the 5th December and...
i was hell to the fucking yeah HAPPY but,
i had to keep it down, press my feelings down. i know it doesn't mean i'm going to accept it even though i really want to because,
at that time, there was Mom.
Needless to explain, she was what's holding me back.
and i know she's gone now, even before i could make a decision, or even tell her i would choose her over my dream.
But now there's my father's objection and some of my friends not supporting me for the same reason.
until i get the details for this scholarship, i shall not talk about it anymore.
changing of topic, i'm suppose to write on the last day of 2011 which i spent with
and i'm happy we did.
After that, we went to Clarke Quay to chill, Starbucks, play LIFE card game, Dinner, Bakuteh, ice-cream, alcohol and COUNT DOWN!! ∩(´∀｀)∩ﾜｧｲ♪
with FIREWORKS! わぁい♪ヽ(▽￣ )ﾉ/(＿△＿)ヽ( ￣▽)ﾉわぁい♪
though half of it was blocked by trees on the road.. but i was sitting up high and the fireworks were pretty.
I wished Mom was there to watch it with me. We had never watch fireworks together.. I want to watch it with Dad one day and if we can be the one who put it, it'll be more awesome! [:
So, already! i have my first regret of the year... that's, drinking hahahahaha!
omg i didn't think i was that weak.
i only drank less than a bottle of breezer and i felt terrible after awhile. headache and feeling breathless. and that reminds me of Mom again, what she had suffered from must be worse than this..
I was then waiting for Zhihao to come and fetch me coz there was a party at Calvin's place and we were the last 2 (excluding zieg).
and while waiting, i puked（´□｀川）yeah, laugh all you want but i did.
i think i haven't puked for 10years in my life, no wait, the last time was on a plane 3 years ago. okay that was embarrassing enough not to mention. It shouldn't even have happened in the first place.
and so i reached Calvin's place feeling sick and i couldn't eat any of the leftover foods especially Calvin's Mom POTATO SALADD that was left specially for me! T^T and the Durian Mousse from Serangoon One bowl Dessert!! WTS T_T
and i could have taken photos with the girls but..
i only got one with Joline...
until everyone decides to go home instead of staying over.
Anyway, i want to thank Ning and Zhihao for taking care of me! <3 and ZH for fetching me and sending me home safely 5am in the morning. ありがとう！