— Have a Little Faith, Mitch Albom
TGIF on 20 January, as we wished, Boss let us end work early!! (:
Eye shopping with Valerie in town till Morgan came to meet me.
helped her fish for CNY clothes at FEP before heading to Popo's house.
almost bought a set but she gave up on the shoes.
why doesn't my lil sister like to shopping?? waeee? wwhy? *Secret Garden-Manager Park*
bought flowers for popo (what Mum always did when we went to visit)
Saturday, 21 January
1) Spring Cleaning STARTO! --- 1/6 mess CLEARED.
3) Reunion dinner with Nick & Friends @ Commonwealth zichar (:
Sunday, 22 January, Lunar New Year Eve
1) 4/6 mess CLEARED.
2) Secret Garden END ♥
3) Reunion Dinner with family, Guitar hero with cousins
Monday, 23 January 2012, Happy Chinese New Year!!
My dressing code this year is gothic! X)
it just came out like that without plan.
I know Dad was especially upset and nobody really cares about new year.
no one except for maybe me, for getting new clothes? and i had to make sis get hers.
i don't even know if i could come back Singapore for next year's (holidays are different)
What if i couldn't? they'll be left with 3 family members, which is awfully sad.
Four is already sad enough. Family really can't do without any one ),:
I really don't want to leave them..
Yes, the details finally came and...
I'm going to study in Osaka!
Rather than finally making the decision.. it's more like, there's nothing holding me back anymore.
Of course, I'm still worried about my dad, probably as much as how he worries about me. but he needs to learn to let go and move on by himself, and i need to learn independence!
okay, I should say half the details came coz there are still many things that I'm unsure of. What i can tell you now is, i'll be leaving Singapore in the first week of April! omg it's soooo sooooon!! >:
and i have handed in my resignation letter!! till the end of February, i'll try my best at work! :p
So, last Wednesday was company off but i SUPER DUPER SIAN at home. confirm left home alone lor :<
until evening, Nainai suddenly feel damn unwell and want to go to the hospital.
Dad drove her to A&E with yang and me. seriously.. why A&E do things so slow. i know got a lot of patients lah but it's for ACCIDENT & EMERGENCY leh.. not very efficient ah.. we had to wait for HOURS. we stayed there from 5plus to 10plus? because i had to work tmr, sis came to drive us home first. Dad waited until Nainai got a ward and reach home at 1plus. that's FREAKING 8 HOURS.
Back to work on Thursday and Friday! on TGIF, Valerie, Eve and i Lunch out @ Subway :D
The following Sunday, Morgan and i went out on a trip with the Ze Brothers for the first time! :D
We went to the Big sister's place at Boon Keng. lol
The Chia Brothers pangsei us :/
Nevertheless we had our own fun (:
Spotted Tamtam-lookalike! so cuteeee!
and then some of us wanted to learn Majong so we started playing and omo! i got lucky with this! but we didn't play with moola :p oh well, never like to gamble anyway (:
I handed in my resignation letter on Tuesday, we had company lunch on Wednesday, i met Nick and Sen for dinner on Thursday and i had a night date with Cindy on TGIF. one week passed again just like that.
Company lunch @ Lao Beijing was grrreat! except for the disappointing "shark fin's soup".
i know many people are against eating shark fin's soup because of the cruel way they kill it but i think it's okay to eat once a year? and i haven't been eating that for more than 2 years already..
anyway i don't mind eating fake shark fin's soup but the one the restaurant served was what? full of Fish maw!! tsk! don't even have a tiny taste of shark fin lor.
the traditional roasted peking duck was good though, and my favourite fried prawn & scallop & broccoli! <3
eat until full full! :D
i plaited my hair on Friday, hehes (*^_^*)
Then, meet Cindy in Town to get Rachael's present and some catch-up session (:
you know.. One of the things I’m most afraid of losing.. is the passion I have towards Japanese.
I actually don’t feel as excited as I thought I would be for going to Japan to study for 3 years.
That’s TOTALLY MY DREAM COMING TRUE!! but why am I not excited?
Could it be because I would had chosen Mom over dream, and now she’s no longer here, I don’t feel like going anymore? Maybe not as much?
Could it be, my dad who doesn’t give me his full support, I don’t feel good leaving him and have him worrying for me?
Or could it be pre-departure homesick...?
Whatever it is... i got to find that feeling back. that feeling that makes me feel high and burning.!
was chatting with mit...
Mitchell: U might find a bf Dere~~
Mitchell: Must bring him back ya~
Me: I will try not to! Unless he don’t mind migrating to sg lol.
Mitchell: Get PR for him also can ah haha
Mitchell: Lol Omg think too much le haha!!
Me: my mom didn't want me to marry to Japan and i oso want to live in sg.
Me: so i hope wun fall for some cute jap guy!
Mitchell: Sure will de la!! Haha
Me: i oso think so!
ohmygod. howwwww! D::